Uncertainty and obstacles
I’m more disorganized lately.
I don’t like it: I want to do more, but either the fear of acting or the unknown prevents me from doing what I aim to do.
Later today, I started building a new computer for a project. I met many obstacles, enough to make me want to quit. Somehow, I persevered, but I’m still not done building it. It took so long to arrive where I am at that I can’t just give up now.
It’s a nice metaphor for life: I can’t just quit because it’s hard. Not everything in life can be a walk in the park, especially when you want to achieve something great.
The funny thing is I have no idea if my project will succeed or not, but I’m strangely ok with any outcome as long as I know I did my best.
That’s all we can wish for: give it our all and see where it leads. The rest is unimportant since we don’t control most of it anyway.
What do you think? Let me know.